A catch up

I wrote the following three entries last week and never posted them. I had a bad week in work, good week at home. Work dominated. I'm putting them up here for honesty. I hope to be back to normal soon. See you then.

Monday

"I’m currently taking part in Susannah from inkonmyfingers Unravelling course. It’s is proving to be an interesting experience and is also taking up more of my time than I anticipated. Combined with having visitors in town I find I am just not finding the time to write here like I was before. I am concentrating my writing and photography on the course for the moment and hopefully will return here full time more inspired in February.

Tuesday
Today is a bad day. Today I have an elephant sitting on my chest and a monkey of worry dancing in my brain. Today I’m expecting everything to go wrong. Today my nerves are on edge and I didn’t sleep well, waking every hour thinking that things would go wrong soon. And the funny thing is, there is no reason for this. I have dealt with all the problems that came up over the last week, which were many, and things are on the straight and narrow again. Where do these fits of nerves come from? Why am I prone to them?


Wednesday
I’m doing better today. The elephant on my chest has released the pressure a little. Maybe he’ll take a walk some-day soon and I’ll have no pressure there at all. I had to go through a series of relaxation and deep breathing exercises before I could get to sleep last night as thoughts of work kept popping into my head. Waking up was hard.